Every day starts with Ctrl + V What do I do wrong, time and time again How should I feel when I talk to a friend? I live in the world which they have built I don’t contribute, I'm riddled with guilt How do they do it, seemingly with ease Is there a life for the wingless worker bees? The clutter of my home might seem unconfined   But doesn’t compare to the thoughts in my mind I always have 10 strategies for my next move Could I just stick to one, my life might improve there’s pills to halt my thoughts from being bombarded though when the effect stops I’m pretty much retarded What do people think when they talk to me